A few weeks ago she phoned to share the lump she's question after her surgery which was thought to be scar tissue... it was not. UGGG
After follow up visits with her DRs it was determined to be cancer, which completely sucked the wind out of her. But there was and still is hope that is localized and isn't in any other part of her body. This is where selfish me comes into play....we talk often & I wanted to phone yesterday and say I'm praying for you, I love you... but I couldn't my throat would get that cry thing in it and my eyes would fill. I sent a text through filled eyes and told her...
So, yesterday she had her scan and I prayed all day that it would go well, the machine would be in top working order and when it was all said and done... NO CANCER... and then I thought about the ugly mess of a disease and I began to worry. I know for fact I can not have both FAITH and WORRY just as one can not be CANCER FREE if there is still cancer. This morning I am being very intentional in my prayer time, in my thinking time and in my quiet time and I'm choosing FAITH over WORRY. God is so much bigger than this, HE IS THE ALMIGHTY! HE IS THE I AM! He is going to take care of my beautiful cousin, best friend and sister by choice. I love her to the moon and with a very trusting heart and I am handing my fears over to a God who is capable of far more than we can imagine. He who is bigger than what I could comprehend. Fear... HUMPH Who needs fear when you have a God who is bound by nothing and capable of everything.
I will get the call today sharing the results of the test and I am preparing myself for a major cry fest of JOY as she shares there wasn't cancer in any other part of her body and it was indeed localized. GOD IS CAPABLE and GOD IS GOOD.... all the time!!! Prayers welcome as Amy could sure use them for strength, understanding, patience and peace....God's got this! And she has a never ending list of people prayerful for her, THANKI YOU for being one of them! xoxox Today I look forward to sharing with you the news FAITH over worry!! FAITH over worry!!